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octobre 2006

broken heart:

ALL0W ME TO EXPLAiN A BR0KEN HEART ::
*A BR0KEN HEART is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you.
*A BR0KEN HEART is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed.
* A BR0KEN HEART is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night & yet crying more & more each morning.
*A BR0KEN HEART is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away.
*A BR0KEN HEART is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name.
*A BR0KEN HEART is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, & then quickly turning your attention to something else to avoid your tears.
*A BR0KEN HEART is re-reading his ancient letters & putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you.
*A BR0KEN HEART is secretly wanting to run back to him & secretly wanting to just be loved by him again.
*A BR0KEN HEART is asking desperately for just one last chance with the only person responsible for your loneliness.
*A BR0KEN HEART is pretending to not care what his friends are saying about you.
*A BR0KEN HEART is forcing yourself to hang up the phone after you have dialed the first three digits to his number.
*A BR0KEN HEART is screaming & begging for a second chance inside.
*A BR0KEN HEART is the emptiness & heart-wrenching feeling you encounter when you see him with his new love.
*A BR0KEN HEART is knowing that no matter what you do or say to yourself, you can't fool your heart into believing that you will in fact "Be Alright."
*A BR0KEN HEART is seeing him, & even though it may be the hardest thing that you have ever had to do, you decide to walk away.
*A BR0KEN HEART is listening to that one song that makes you break down over & over again.
*A BR0KEN HEART sometimes means: not wanting to go on.

  

septembre 2006

ever girl has that one...

Every Girl

 

Every girl has that ONE boy that they'll never get over...

That ONE who makes you laugh...

The ONE who gives you butterflies, just when someone says his name...

That ONE who remembers all the things you think you say are stupid,

& reminds you about it months from now...

The ONE who has his name written all over your heart...

The ONE who you compare to every guy...

The ONE you never get sick of talking or hearing about...

The ONE that you cry over & over about...

The ONE that no one can understand;

WHY HIM...

That ONE everyone thinks you can do better...

The ONE you ask why her & not me..?

The one when you first saw him you knew you

loved him...

The ONE that in some way ends up

not being yours...

 

  

septembre 2006

i cant help falling in love with u

 

I am so frusterated with him right now. He knows..he knows how much i like him, he
knows i'd do anything just to keep him around. But i'm beginning to stand up for myself & learning, just because i want something doesn't always mean i need it. I might get hurt in the process of drifting from him, but i'm saving myself from the hurt i will be feeling when he leaves me again for her. I'm becoming the person i always thought i could be.

~*I don't want to be the one you go to because of her... I want to be the one you go to instead of her*~

²&& I CANT HELP FALLING IN LOVE WiTH YOU

septembre 2006

me or her_.x

©Baby, You Can Have Me Or Her©
take your pick
 but if you dont pick me I swear you'll regret it.

shes got that look in her eyes
"that's ok, everything's alright", a lie
she dreams of absolution
from a life thats nailed her heart to the floor <33

.OneSmile.

i wanna be your favorite' hello' 
                      && hardest 'goodbye'

août 2006

shes so confused

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 she`s so confused

she knows she deserves more

someone who will love and adore

but his money`s hard to ignore

she really doesn`t know what to do

it`s just a matter of time

before he finds another more fine

after he`s done dulling your shine

you`re out the door and he`s through with you

août 2006

broken butterflies

  

&& suddenly a

thousand black roses

exploded into butterflys__+

Go to sleep and close your eyes,
And
dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
You know the pain that they

have endured...

*¤♥[lazy sundays]♥¤*

 

 
 
Hey everyone, well a lot has happend with in the last two weeks...i guess ill start by telling everyone about my birthday firts, july 29th was my b-day party with close friends...it was a lot of fun, we went to east side marios for dinner then went out ad got really drunk lol OoOo and i got to spin the wheel lmao *mandi* and yes me n mandi had on the same cloths just different colors but yea on the 30th the day of my b-day i went to a family partyand got lots of awesome gifts lol over $400...yay shopping for me!!
Hmm well thats about it for the birthday side of things go check out the pics crazy stuff...
well other news my girl mandi n dom broke up and she is now with another guy who seeems really nice i never really had a chance to talk with him yet but from what she has told me hes awesome *im happy for you hun as long as hes nice and treats you good*. well yesterday her x-boyfriend dom keep calling her and telling her he needs to talk to her in person...that was when she called me to come down so i was there for her when she meet up with him and well lets say it did not end good because she and I both had people there just in case things got out of hand and well they did because when he was leaving he must have said somthing and all the guys took off after him to fight him...but yea i guess he got the hint and stoped calling her after everything. Ummm well as for today I have a family thing to go to witch is not going to be much fun but i have no choice but after that im going to a friends house with everyone to drink and party lol well thats about it for today just a quick update on my life in the past two weeks...but go check out the new pics of my b-day and the crazy party crew lol dont forget to leave comments plz and thanks xoxo mandy xoxo
 
 
 
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juillet 2006

friends forever!

 
HeY everyone... whats up? wow i'v been have such an awesome summer so far!! ok well i guess i will start by saying its all about ITALY...what what!! lol yes thats right the would cop is italy's!! I told everyone this was are year to take it back!! anywayz the last two weeks have been all partys ever night so much fun...hmmm well on july 1st me, vicky, matt, chase and jurgen went to see the fireworks and me and vicky then decided to get drunk in the back of the car well the guys did a drive by with roman candles lol witch was lots of jkz (goin to miss you guys this summer you have to come and see all of us down here) but other then that i'v been going to the drive in a lot lol i think i'v seen about every movie that was playing there! hmmm well...2 nights ago me, mandy, matt, jason, chase, ryan and danny aka party crew lol as mandy would say...*ryan and danny my new best friends luv ya guys* had to add that in! anyways we all got so drunk that there was some messed up moments like when mandy tryed to pee standing up lmao omg funny!! and we all went out to dinner at east side marios omg best food ever *fat kids for life*...we were all so messed up that night we played spin the bottel/lighter lol yes we r so cool what now! hahaha! but other then all the partying and getting drunk or high this summer there was some bad times *im not goin to say names but this person knows who they are* but ya lets just say you find out who your true friends are...i just have one question why do people lie about the smallest things?? is it because they are they scared of the truth or is there lives just so boring that they need the drama?? i dont know and i dont need the drama in my life so i have cute this person out of my life for good who i thought i could trust no matter what but hey i believe in karma...wait 4 years! what goes around comes around! and trust me you'll get yours! but i was not about to let this person mess my summer or my b-day up for me!! can't wait my b-day party is on the 29th...hotel party fun hehe! theres goin to be soOoOo many people goin and i mean a lot wow some i dont even know!! and on the 30th its the big 18 {wow im getting old lol} but the 30 is my real b-day so i have a family party to go to that day and i get to see my little baby leam...awww hes so sweet luv him! k well im writting a book right now so i guess thats enough for to day but i will write again at the end of the month!! dont for get to sign the guestbook and check out all the new pics!! lots of love xoxo mandy xoxo
 
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juillet 2006

im the type

 
Im the type of girl who
dances when no ones home
sings when no ones
listening
crys
when no ones looking
and misses the one person she
wants.
 

 

So I lie & tell them I'm alrite,
So I
lie & tell them I'm fine
,
do they
really wanna know the truth
whats the use what can
they do,
so i look them
straight in the eye & lie.
  

juillet 2006

were we?

♥________________RATHER WASTE SOME TIME WITH YOU__xx

They said we stood a little too close

and stared a little bit too long

they probably thought we were in love

but who knows

maybe we were.......

juillet 2006

forget it

-x-o-x- I'll be here for you, no matter what, Even when you can't See me -x-o-x-
 
 
 
Y o u K n o w W h a t ?
 

x.. J u s t .F o r g e t .I t ..x 

 

I Wish things could go back To the way

They used to be...

Before the lies,

Before the fights,

Before our childish ignorance

Before it all fell apart

I know now we talk again

But You & I Both know it's not the

Same</3

juin 2006

im that kinda of girl


 

 

Welcome to a world.. Where being yourself .. Isn't good enough.

 

imthatkindofgirl

 

What they call love, is a risk
cause you'll always get hit out of
nowhere
by some wave & end up on your own.

takeachance

You don't know what you put me through,
But it's okay,
I've forgotten you.
&& in some way,
I hope it fucks with you

To know I'm okay
&& I made it through..
and music was just a way for you to bleed
She smokes like there's no tomorrow
She says it makes her feel alive.
She drinks her wine like water 'cause she feels dry inside.
She drives her car like it's a
bullet

She says that time is slipping away.
She never thinks about her future...
It's a million miles away.
Well all I’ve got for train fare
is an old cassette tape,
a copper penny,
and a
broken heart

Please tell me that’s enough.
&& I'm blasting my music,
so I won't hear my thoughts.
Shit happens.
So you get thrown down on the ground.
You don't just lay there
You pick yourself the fuck up
and you deal.

one boy one girl

One Boy, One Girl
TWO HEARTS THEIR WORLD
 

im under the assumption

that im gonna be the one that's leaving you

tonight. oh tonight.

i flipped every switch that i could find on my way out

just to upset you more;; just to make you angry

just because you were right

 

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i`m the girl. the one that`s always lost. the one with the fake smile &
who always seems to be so
strong, but daily, continues to break. that girl
who is
always there for you and seems to have no problems of her own.
the girl who holds back tears until she`s
off the phone. the girl who
is in
love with a boy who doesn`t care.

um... excuse me..! ♥ <--

juin 2006

heart beat

y o u a r e m y 

h  e  a  t  b  e  a  t

Have you ever been in bed thinking about him

 And your body starts to tingle and all of a sudden you want nothing more than to be lying in his arms....

juin 2006

never hold back

......and she's got bite marks on her [tongue] from all the things; she never said__x

 

i saw you today, but i had to let you pass. i could feel this slight awkwardness as our eyes met. i regret those days now and i wish things had never changed. i realise now how far apart we've grown. i wanted to stop and ask you how you've been doing, but then it occured to me, we're strangers now, in two different worlds. you don't know me any more, but that's okay, because i've been staying strong.
 
  

yummy

Y U M M Y
 
Lick me
juin 2006

first time....

Apache when i first .... 
 
 ♥met you,  you told  exactly how it would be♥ You had a lady and couldn't spend all your time with me♥ I only wanted to kick it, so I said 'cool, you can keep her'♥
Long as you satisfy meBut as the weeks went by I, I started feelin' strange
Somethin' was deep in my heart, somethin' I can't explain♥ I think I'm fallin' in love with you boy♥ I'm needing you so much, I'm cryin' just to feel your touch ♥I gotta leave you
I didn't want no man♥ I didn't wanna fall in love, and I didn't care about your girl♥
It's not about me if your still with her♥ Now I've realized that I've gotta move on♥
It might be hard,♥ but I, I gotta move on ♥I gotta leave you♥ 

[[Beyonce = Leaving you x]]
 

 

...........it'll break you down if you let it.......


juin 2006

everytime i see him ♥

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i know he may not be the cutest guy in the world to you ..but he is to me.

& theres just s o m e t h i n g about him

everytime i see him. <3
 
 
 
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m   o  r   e  .  t   h   a   n .   a   m   a   z   i   n   g
juin 2006

♥ promise ♥

MAKE A PROMiSE && KEEP iT

 

 

i  f  . o  n  l  y .  i  t .  w  a  s .  t  h  a  t .  e  a  s  y

 

 

not even kodak can©
capture all of our memories

heart- xoxo

 

  love bites, love bleeds
It’s bringing
me to my knees_x
 love lives, love [d i e s]

love b i t e s, love bleeds[[]]
 

hh
NN NN
".Bang//Bang."

 

[x]//So.Here's.To.Teenage.
R o m a n c e .
&&. Never.Understanding.
{why}.It.
[[  h  u  r  t  s  ]]
.Like.Hell//[x]
 
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